User Profile

i guess i'm complicated, but who isn't really.
i'm too tall,
too fat,
too loud,
too smart,
and too many other things, and that suits me just fine.
i read a lot, because books are generally far more interesting than life. i mean, i can have magic in books.
i hope one day to actually finish one of the many books i've started, and publish it.
i love my art. it is a defintive part of who i am, and i'm so proud that i was able to embrace it and screw the consequences.
i write poetry, tho sometimes it's like trying to drag cut up tin cans out of my throat. call me a masochist
i love my family, tho i want to move out.
my little brother has taught me humility, with the brave way he faces each day.
i hate false modesty,
people who are afraid of things they don't understand,
people who are close-minded (which are essentially the same people),
conformity, but also people who don't conform for the sake of not conforming.
i believe in being who you feel you are, and i'm slowly learning to take my own advice.
i worry about money, but still spend frivolously
i love my true friends, and please know that i would do anything for those people that i love.
i love my cats, and generally feel more sympathy for animals than i do for people.
as a result, i'm most generous with homeless people who have pets.
i'm told i'm initmidating, but please don't be intimidated.
i'm very small on the inside.
i respect honesty, even if i don't like what you have to say.
i hate phones, and i'm terrible at talking on them,
so i never call anyone up to 'chat'. just warning you.
my design scheme follows three rules:
colour, chaos, and comfort.
i love thai, japanese, indian, italian, mexican, and jewish food, and i like to cook almost as much as i like to eat.
i have many faults, such as:
i bite my nails
i'm a slob
i make weird sounds in my sleep
i talk too much
im scared of spiders
i'm stubborn
i'm forgetful
and absentminded
i'm not very tactful
i'm lazy
i eat too much
i procrastinate
i daydream at inconvenient times
i fall asleep in odd places
i leave empty water bottles everywhere i go
i'm a compulsive shopper
i can't save
i never finish what i start
i'm clumsy
i lose things
i get moody and can't explain why
i'm a control freak
i have self-worth issues
i'm afraid to love
but there are also many parts of me that i like:
i blush easily
i'm strong
my feet are ugly, but they are steady
i love to learn interesting things
i am learning to embrace life
i have a good family
i was wanted
i laugh loud, long, and strong
i hug tightly
i cook
i have nice thick hair, even if its frizzy
i like the colour of my eyes
i'm very soft and squishy
i have tiny ears
i have many scars, each with a story.
i have something that i can be passionate about
i'm open-minded
i never stay angry
i'm quick to forgive
i'm a big dreamer
i ask that you forgive me my faults, indulge me my whims, and hug me back just as tightly.

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